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    ♥ Wednesday, February 27, 2008.

    OF ALL TIMES.


    I was happily doing my paper when the PC restarted.. Then all of a sudden, nawala yung Auto save. Thanks ah? Thanks talaga. Great timing, pare. It's already 2:07 am and I look like shit. It didn't help that I'm feeling down and sad because of this
    thing that happened. I swear, cursed ako pag dating sa mga crushes. Anyway.. haha. i'm halfway done. yay. Di naman ako nagrereklamo kasi it was me who chose to cram. Oh well. I can do it. Super dami pang online ngayon at gumagawa ng paper. haha. Onting tiis nalang, guys. We can do this, baybeeeeh. :))


    Special thanks to Britney Spears, Rihanna, Liz Phair, Paris Hilton, Timbaland, and the rest of the artists who are keeping me company as I do this paper. I swear, isasama ko talaga sila sa Acknowledgement ko. Thanks to the Gossip Girl boys for serving as my inspiration. Chace Crawford, this is for you <3

    HAHAHA.See?Bangag na. *Copies Kapitan Tiago and gets hooked on Opium*
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    ♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008.

    Still Alive and Obnoxious


    I'm still alive and obnoxious, friends. haha. I can't reply to your texts because my phone is soo weird and it can't send messages. Tapos I haven't been answering your calls since I'm either asleep, or it's in silent mode because I want to sleep. haha. I'm sick.. pero papasok ako bukas! Kawawa naman partner ko sa turnover kung absent ako. Erm. Anyway. I guess I got sick because of the stupid geom test I've studied for.. which still had disappointing results. Ugh. When will I ever use geom? What's the point? God, my life is sooo depressing :|

    Oh, and I'm joining cue by the way. I just miss theatre, i guess. Plus, I need to feel good about myself :))

    P.S.

    Don't you just love Gossip Girl?Aaaaaah!!!


    xoxo

    J
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    ♥ Monday, February 18, 2008.

    BAD DAY


    What a great way to start the week.*sarcasmsarcasm* I'm having such a freaking bad day. I've been crying nung lunch pa. Ugh. Paano ba naman kasi, ang galing galing ng Geom teacher namin. She got our English period. Kaya ganito ang itsura ng sched namin:

    Recess
    Geom
    Geom
    Lunch
    Chem
    Chem

    O diba? Seriously, dapat ipag bawal sa school ang ganyan eh. Nakiusap ako kay Ms. Palis na bukas nalang niya kunin, pero di pumayag eh. Langya talaga. Get this: We're ADVANCED sa geom compared to other sections kaya sooobrang nakakabwisit. By the second period, I feel like my brain was going to explode. Tapos may lecheng longtest pa sa Chemistry after. Gusto ko ng tusukin ng pencil lalamunan ko :| EMO. Badtrip talaga. I don't wanna hear about freakin' arcs or tangent circles anymore :| Hinug ko si Lissy and Badette nung lunchtime (Ange, nasa retreat :| I miss yoooou, babe!HAHA) tapos super umiiyak nako kasi sabi ni Lissy super hirap nung long test sa Chem kaya super nagmadali ako kumain at nag aral pa lalo. Lecheeeeeeeeeeeee.

    When I got to the classroom, nag aral pa ko some more. I was like, how do IO get the Empirical formula again? (Paano ba naman, third quarter lesson, isasama sa Long test ng di inaannounce. ANG UNFAIR) Then nag longtest na. I felt like my veins were gonna pop already. Super hirap siya at two points each pa ang multiple choice. Poooootaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Ayoko na. I told Jan and Tash na pag di ako pumasok bukas, nagpakamatay na ako. Di ko na kaya. I freakin' hate my school (Kaplastican pa dahil sa ark Green accreditations). I'm actually wishing ma kick out na ako para maka transfer sa ibang school with less pressure. Ang consolation lang sa Longtest is that I got letter a in problem solving # 1 correct. Worth 5 points din yun. After classes, sabay kami bumaba ni Lissy and super umiiyak na talaga ako. I hate this freakin' day :|


    Super kung kaya ko lang, magpapakamatay na talaga ako :| Ayoko na. Kahit dito sa bahay, di din okay eh. Lagi nalang akong inuutusan, pinapagalitan, at never pa nakausap just to say how much they love or appreciate me. Walang positive :| Lahat ng tao masungit. Kahit maid namin na super angas at maarte na nakakainis na talaga. Laging may reklamo at angal. Anoooo baaaaaaaaaaa. Hirap na hirap na talaga ako sa life ko :(( I've been telling this to my close friends.. about this depression. Josh told me that it's all a state of mind and gave me a text hug. The friendly friends have been equally supportive as well. Si Badette din, di na kaya pressure sa MC. Sasabog nako. Ayoko na dun :(( It's like a living hell :(( I wish I could just get dengue and die.. tapos ang problema :|
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    ♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008.

    These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.


    February 14, 2008


    In the whole sixteen years of my existence, I haven't had a valentines day this fun. At first, I wasn't really feeling the love (it didn't help that people all around were showing off). Plus, we had a chem quiz pa on that day. Di talaga pinatawad ang teacher's day eh. Tapos nag geom pa at nag lesson. Seriously, I felt my brain melting. Haha. I was in a valentine scrooge mood until Kayla gave me some chocolates that she made. They were absolutely delicious. I ate waaay more than I planned =D I didn't get any flowers or mushy surprises but I was stuffed with chocolates and a whole lot of love.So anyway, since Feb 14 is also Ange's birthday, we were gonna have a celebration pero afternoon pa since the other's had training. I was going to kill time with Ange and her family first. Mamamanhikan na daw ako kasi ikakasal na kami eh. OPSSSS. Haha. Tapos sumama na si Meloy and Jara. Yay. We had lunch in a steak house (Omg. super nakakahiya na sa parents ni Ange :| ) Then went to Baddeo. I was in awe and I even met and got to talk to Baddeo himself(or herself? =)) ) I was asking her about fashion design and others then we talked about chick flicks. haha. All this while Ange was trying her gown on (it looks soo fab, by the way). Afterwards we went to her house. Este MANSION pala. I fell in love with the house. I love her room and yung drum set inside the room pati yung walk in closet! Gaah. I was like, can I be a guest forever?haha. The house was so freakin perfect.I wanted to marry it right then and there. haha. Nag pictorial kami then went back to MC to pick the others up.

    Tapos nun, nag cravings na kami then waited and waited and waited for MC and LSGH people to arrive. Nag pictorial kami then lumabas ang mga scandals. Ehem. Ehem. The whole night was spent laughing, picture taking, talking and basically having good clean fun. Nag night cap sa Mcdo, hinatid si Susa, then I went home na. Thanks for the ride, daddy!haha :)

    February 15, 2008

    Ang tagal ko ng di gumigimmick ng gabi, and this was the first since.. well, I can't remember anymore. haha. I was supposed to go to Shang with Frances and Lean pero hindi ako pinayagan eh. Delikado daw sabi ni daddy, but pinayagan naman niya ako sa Performing Hearts. Yay. Ymam was the host for that event. I went there with Josh and Mika but Josh left sooo early eh. Nag trike kami papuntang Ateneo. We got there and I was like, Omg. I belong. I wore red since I figured black would be too sad to wear since I was feeling so happy because of the day before so I ended up wearing a red top and my fish bone necklace (na dinner ko daw, according to Ymam.Baklita ka ever =)) ). Tapos lahat ng performers dun were in red as well. Super nahiya ako. haha. Tapos kami lang ni Mika yung girls dun =| The concert was very good. Ang galing ng performers. Congrats to Ymam, Kenneth, and the rest of them. haha. I seriously enjoyed myself (lalo na mga hirit ni Ymam. May future ka sa hosting!hahahahaha). Afterwards, we were gonna go to Mcdo pero before that, we went to check the gym for the prom. It was okay.. I know they worked hard for that =)) So ayun, nag Mcdo na kami. Asaran, kulitan, kwentuhan. One of the funny points in our conversation was this:

    Mika talking to me: Kamuka ni Ymam si Kevin G. Yung sa Mean Girls.
    Jess: Ymam, kamuka mo si Kevin G. Yung sa mean girls. sabi ni Mika.
    Ymam: *looks as though he wanted to kill us* Sasampalin ko kayo eh.

    HAHAHAHA. Funny. Super bum around Mcdo lang kami tapos nag hanap kami ng gwapo
    sa Mcdo. Okaaay. Tapos nag crave kami ng caramel sundae, kaso wala daw pag gabi. Ang loseeerrr =| Went home at around 11 something, kasama si Mika coz she was gonna be picked up in my house nalang. Girly bonding. We ate brownies (na nasunog. haha. ang pait daw sabi ni daddy) and talked some more and looked for new hairstyles. Yay.She went home at around 12:30 na. In wasn't in the mood to sleep yet so I reread The Confessions of a Shopaholic. My fave series of all time. I super want my own Luke =| I slept at around 4.30 am na coz it was soooo addicting.


    February 16, 2008

    No, the day wasn't spent sulking because I'm not going to either La Salle or Ateneo prom. It was spent relaxing and pending time with my family. I was in such a happy mood the whole day. I reread Shopaholic takes Manhattan and then bonded with my family some more. I also slept and slept and slept. haha. I woke up at 11 am na, then slept again at 3 pm. Adiiik. I watched this old movie on hallmark.. The stranger beside me. Ang freaky niya and ang gwapo nung psycho guy there.Then I read shopaholic again and I cried my eyes out. I was moved to tears dun sa bandang huli talaga. Sigh. Sana totoo si Luke He's just waaaaay hot and perfect. Sigh. Lol. Oh, and my ipod needs some updating. Can you guys give suggestions for good songs?:)

    February 17, 2008


    We heard mass today. There was a part when a Sumilao farmer gave a talk on their experiences. I was so touched and deeply affected na naiiyak na ako na ewan. I think I'm about to get my period.. I get soo emotional these days. Anyway, they asked people to sign their petition. Stupid governement. Stupid talaga. I signed it and felt soo good. I want to help people.. I seriously do. I was just in awe that hopefully, I could make a difference just by signing.

    We had lunch after sa flaming wings. Wee. I love it there. Ang sarap. Yay. Then we went to the grocery, and then went home. After I post this, I'm gonna study na for CL and Social. And Chem. Shit. Shit. Shit. Longtest bukas. Leche =|

    Doomsday tomorrow. I dunno kung anung punishment bibigay sakin. I guess I deserve it. For being so bobo and stupid =|
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    ♥ Wednesday, February 13, 2008.

    The Domestic Goddess

    One of good things about living here in the city close to school is that I can realease the domestic goddess in me.. stress free. I just finished buying ingredients for my small business. haha. I also made cheese sticks and my little valentine treat for my loved ones tomorrow :))


    God, single awareness day na bukas. taeeee. I decided to buy myslef a gift. A super cute fish bone necklace. haha. Then I went shopping for clothes dun sa tiangge sa mc. Fun, pare. I think I'm going to Ymam's event on friday.. kaso baka wala akong kasama :l Pati sa MC gig ng clubhouse sa saturday. Potaaaaa. :l

    I'll keep this entry short (and sweet?) WHUUUT. Haha. I have to study for the chem quiz pa. Leche talaga :l
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    ♥ Monday, February 11, 2008.

    On a Mission

    Currently listening to: For Good from the Wicked soundtrack.
    Current mood: Giddy. Excited.

    "It's out with the old and in with a new.."
    Very well said. I'm on a mission.. to change myself and to be a better person. I guess you could say that this is sort of a New years resolution-only it's a month late. It's not like I haven't been trying. As they say, the hardest part of change is the beginning. I'm gradually cutting back on my food intake, exercising more, being more responsible and focused on my studies and over all just being happy with myself. See?I'm really trying hard. Yay for me.haha.

    I'm chatting with Apol right now. Oh god, how I miss my choir. Kahit na si Den at si Tap na ngayon (okay, so I was the last one to know. As if naman kasi magagalit ako or anything. I don't care.Period.) I'm sooo ready to go back to Antipolo. Naalala ko tuloy yung december days.. Awww. I really really miss them na. Sana kasi payagan nako ni daddy pumunta dun. Last na talaga, swear. Miss na din daw ako ni Luigi. Haha. I miss our britney-paris-lindsay-nicole tandem :))

    Last friday, I bonded with my three three honey bebes. Dapat kasi sa Tboy eh, kaso puno. We went to Flaming Wings!! I super love it there na. Great food at affordable prices. Naks, endorser na. haha. I love my class. Seriously. Oh, kasama din pala namin si Sir Dhoi. Yay. Good times, baby. I went home at around 10 na ata?

    It's single awareness day on thursday.. and I plan to spoil myself. As in spoil talaga. I deserve it, definitely. Super exciting, pare. Plus, on friday there's an event in Ateneo hosted by Ymam. I have to be there. Then there's a gig on saturday at MC. yeah, clubhouse support. haha.

    Um. I stil haven't told my parents about.. it. Shit. I'm screwed :|
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