BAD DAY
What a great way to start the week.*sarcasmsarcasm* I'm having such a freaking bad day. I've been crying nung lunch pa. Ugh. Paano ba naman kasi, ang galing galing ng Geom teacher namin. She got our English period. Kaya ganito ang itsura ng sched namin:
Recess
Geom
Geom
Lunch
Chem
Chem
O diba? Seriously, dapat ipag bawal sa school ang ganyan eh. Nakiusap ako kay Ms. Palis na bukas nalang niya kunin, pero di pumayag eh. Langya talaga. Get this: We're
ADVANCED sa geom compared to other sections kaya sooobrang nakakabwisit. By the second period, I feel like my brain was going to explode. Tapos may lecheng longtest pa sa Chemistry after. Gusto ko ng tusukin ng pencil lalamunan ko :| EMO. Badtrip talaga. I don't wanna hear about freakin' arcs or tangent circles anymore :| Hinug ko si Lissy and Badette nung lunchtime (Ange, nasa retreat :| I miss yoooou, babe!HAHA) tapos super umiiyak nako kasi sabi ni Lissy super hirap nung long test sa Chem kaya super nagmadali ako kumain at nag aral pa lalo. Lecheeeeeeeeeeeee.
When I got to the classroom, nag aral pa ko some more. I was like, how do IO get the Empirical formula again? (Paano ba naman, third quarter lesson, isasama sa Long test ng di inaannounce. ANG UNFAIR) Then nag longtest na. I felt like my veins were gonna pop already. Super hirap siya at two points each pa ang multiple choice. Poooootaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Ayoko na. I told Jan and Tash na pag di ako pumasok bukas, nagpakamatay na ako. Di ko na kaya. I freakin' hate my school (Kaplastican pa dahil sa ark Green accreditations). I'm actually wishing ma kick out na ako para maka transfer sa ibang school with less pressure. Ang consolation lang sa Longtest is that I got letter a in problem solving # 1 correct. Worth 5 points din yun. After classes, sabay kami bumaba ni Lissy and super umiiyak na talaga ako. I hate this freakin' day :|
Super kung kaya ko lang, magpapakamatay na talaga ako :| Ayoko na. Kahit dito sa bahay, di din okay eh. Lagi nalang akong inuutusan, pinapagalitan, at never pa nakausap just to say how much they love or appreciate me. Walang positive :| Lahat ng tao masungit. Kahit maid namin na super angas at maarte na nakakainis na talaga. Laging may reklamo at angal. Anoooo baaaaaaaaaaa. Hirap na hirap na talaga ako sa life ko :(( I've been telling this to my close friends.. about this depression. Josh told me that it's all a state of mind and gave me a text hug. The friendly friends have been equally supportive as well. Si Badette din, di na kaya pressure sa MC. Sasabog nako. Ayoko na dun :(( It's like a living hell :(( I wish I could just get dengue and die.. tapos ang problema :|