No to Drama.
Mkay. So I thought the "issue" will finally be fixed last night. I confronted her na (but in a nice way, swear.) pero she was avoiding me lang. Okay na sana eh, tanggap ko na na she doesn't want to talk to me at nagsumbong siya kay Ymam. So ako naman tong gaga, I was crying nanaman last night kasi di ko talaga tanggap na ganun yung ugali pala niya. Backstabbing me and stuff :| Okay na kasi sakin yung sige, agawin mo na yung mga gusto mo, pero I can never tolerate the backstabbing part because I know that I don't deserve it. I considered her as one of my best friends, and this is what she does? Tapos she deleted me pa as her multiply contact. Tapos humahanap pa siya ng kakampi tapos binabaliktad niya yung story para maging in favor sakanya. Ano to, kampihan? Grade school? Ang childish kasi eh :| I'm sorry, but that's the truth.
So ayun, I was soundtripping nalang and texting nung madaling araw. Sheena and I were having a heart to heart talk. I was advicing her on some stuff and sharing life wisdoms (Ops. Feeling ko naman. haha) pero it was about mga 3.30 am na and bumabagsak na mata ko dahil sa maga at antok so I told Sheena to download this sng, When will it be me by Yasmeen. Tas I woke up kanina with a text from her, saying that she couldn't sleep daw and super umiiyak siya because of the song. Aww. I know, right? It's like, my personal anthem na. LOL.
When will it be by Yasmeen
(VERSE1.)
I see the couple are walkin` by
Feel like I
Don`t wanna be alone today
So glad no one can see what I hide
Deep inside
How it feels to be
The girl who never gets the right guy
Tell me why
When there`s so much I`ve got to give
I wake up reaching out in the night
Ready to hold him tight
`Til I realize
That nobody is there
(CHORUS.)
When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
When`s it gonna be?
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms
That never let me go?
I`d really like to know
When will it be me?
(VERSE2.)
My friends seem to have all the love
(Feels like love.)
Knocks on their door and walks right in
I know that I am worthy of what I`ve been wishing for
I can`t wait no more
Love`s nowhere to be found
(CHORUS.)
(HOOK.)
Feeling his tender touch
(Lying in his arms.)
Talkin` bout forever together
Givin` him all of my love
That`s been trying to break free
Don`t wanna be alone
No more
I`m telling you what I need
I want someone who loves me for me
And when will it be?
Wonder when will it be?
(CHORUS.)
I ask myself
When will it be me?
I know. It's sappy and very dramatic. What can I say, I'm a girl. haha.
BUUUUT..
I feel so much better now. Thank you, LISSY. You're always there when I need you, and you've been true to me all these years. For the pep talks and for cheering me up. I love yoooou. Thank you, SUSA. For calling me and defending me during the "status war" in Y!M. Thanks for the sarcasm, too. You know I love you :) To YMAM. for always calling me and asking if I was okay. Thank you, boyfriend. I love yoooou. haha. :) To JAVIE, for the hug. Yipee :) To APOL, for the Y!M convo we had which proved really helpful. I love you, and I miss you naaaa :) To my fellow teentalkers and kista members, who never fails to be there for me and give me advices and such. Wow, seriously, I feel so loved talaga. Haha. I feel lucky to have you in my life, guys. Thank you, thank you. :)